Light At the End of the Tunnel

Wow!!! Gracie is 5 months old!!! I am "blank" years old!!! Lol no but really tho. My birthday just passed and it was a pretty good birthday if I do say so myself! :D
A lot has happened in my life and I wanna talk about it on here but I'm not. :P
So what did I get on here to say exactly??? Well I feel like even though things are rough and rocky right now, I Can See The Light At The End Of The Tunnel... And what do I mean by that??? Things in life finally feel like they are coming together like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. Things could fall apart at any moment and it's shaky around here but I know that God has this! He is working on the whole situation! I may stress and get upset but in the end it's all good because even if it does all fall apart again, now I know where I stand with who you know. I can see a lot clearer now that the dust has settled. And yes it's a lot of metaphors but apparently airing dirty laundry for the world to see is frowned upon. Lol.

But for real though, things are looking up. It may not be moving along the way I want but it's not about what I want! It's about Gods Will. Like with this whole photography boutique thing I want. It's not moving the way I hoped it would. But my husband did get a new job and hopefully it will be better for us! I will more than likely have to get a job once Grace gets weaned and slowly work my way up to where I want to be right now! Lol I'm too impatient! I feel like since it has taken me so long to figure this out then something should be handed to me on a silver platter! Just joking! All joking aside, I don't know how I didn't see it. Maybe it's just that I didn't realize I could make a living with it. Now it will be a struggle with trying to open a business and raise 3 children and is my husband going to understand that the work that goes with all this is not only worth it and not just me playing but also it will eat into my homemaker time?.

Oh so many things I want to talk about and so little time...