I don't remember exactly when now but I had a schedule at one time. I had routines. Everything was planned and on paper. Everything down to phone call time with friends. I was not military strict with my time. I was flexible. But everything ran so smooth... I want to get that back!!! BUT there are a few differences this time around. Number One is now I have a third baby. Kids in school is another thing to plan around. Husband has different work schedule. It's just all around different.
Ohhhh there is always sooo much to do and never enough time to do it. I want to reread "A Woman After God's Own Heart" by Elizabeth George! Or even better yet take her training course. I wish!!! I want to be like the Proverbs 31 Woman!!! Fo sho fo sho!!! Lol
I had everything so organized and now I don't know where anything is. I want to get back on track! Maybe I need another "War Week"! Something else from Allison LaMarr! But I'm not even sure where to start! I'm so ashamed of myself for letting it get this way. But I'm also upset because I'm still young but my body feels so old. Just cooking dinner can make my back go into spasms. I'm gonna try not to complain. Life is good. God is Great!
I know One thing is true though. If I fail to plan then I have planned to fail! And I need to plan my work and work my plan! So tonight shall be the night to start working on getting my life back on track. While my husband is away training. So I have from tonight all the way through till this Friday to get some type of plan. I know that sounds good and all but with a 6 year old, 4 year old, and almost 6 month old to tend to I shall be busy to say the least!!!
But I wouldn't trade it for the world!!! So dear Lord would You please help me!!! Whether it be with the Bible or Elizabeth George or Allison LaMarr or whoever or whatever. Please Lord HELP!!! Amen
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