I feel like my arm is stretched out and my fingertips are barely grazing my dreams!!! Right now I'm kinda feeling like I will never get there. I'm feeling like I should just give up. I'm feeling like everybody is laughing at me and saying what a joke I am. I feel defeated even though I have barely begun the race.
It's times like these when I wish the Lord would come and sit beside me and tell me the truth!!! Lol. Am I going to fail??? Now why would He tell me that I was going to fail? He wouldn't because then I would never try!! Lol.
I'm feeling overwhelmed! I'm feeling panicked!! I'm feeling paralyzed!!! Sooo much to do!!! Never enough time or energy!!! I need some encouragement! I'm feeling like the work I am doing is all to spoil. Is it no good? Is it a waste of my time? I hate wasting time! I have wasted enough of my life on petty things! I want to rise above!!!
I just refuse to believe that I will live an average life! My heart yearns for more! I want to do great things and be a part of great things! But... Sometimes I get discouraged and I want to crawl in a hole somewhere and cry. I get to where I stop talking to everybody. I don't wanna be that girl anymore!!!
Lord help!!!
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